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hmmm..... today is lame. devon is lame, but i knew that from the beginning, so whatever. i'm in careers, but not the library, instead, some insanely quiet, uncomfortable room. it's very weird. hmmm hmmm hmmm i have nothing to say, since i haven't done much, i'm off of work for two days, it's nice, but i know i'll get SLAMMED next week with shifts, hopefully a few with james, since we patched things up. phew. apparently he was all weird around me because he thought i was ignoring him, and i was avoiding him, since i thought he was mad at me. and i apologized, he apologized, then he left to record stuff. shellbey + i are going to their first show in a year and a bit on the 26th of february, i hope to see some familiar faces. plus the SKA show is on the 21st of january, so my ladies + i are going to skank it hardcore for my birfdae. i've designed a "drrty pirate hooker" tattoo from josh's creation of me. it's a long story, but i LOVE it. i'm going to get two, one on each of my arms. tonight i'm going shopping with my mother, since my life is so amazingly exciting. i just need some new clothes + a few new cds, so she said she'd pay for le clothes. which is nice. apparently i'm ugly. and now apparently i have carni hands....it's been a great day. *rolls eyes*

yeah, i'm pretty sure i'm pms-ing.

go buy this sextacular cd. NOW!

yar, now my livejournal matches my myspace.

current mood: moody

i haven't slept much in the past few days, too much shit on my mind, instead i've been swamped with insane ideas to draw. so i've done a total of about 13, but i'll just post one for now + a lame survey since i have THAT much time on my hands..... work soon.

man, marc was being lame today, it sucked.

Hmmm work was lame. James can be a huge assbag sometimes, but I tried not to let it get to me. La shaun is a faggot, but she’s easy too talk to about shit that I’m dealing with. She’s got problems of her own, so yeah. Stephanie is the funniest drunk ever, she must be bisexual, since she kept asking la shaun + I to take our shirts off…..weird…. I wanted to dye my hair black, but then everyone was all “nooooooo” grrr….. so tomorrow might be a snow/ice day, that’d be pretty super-fantastic, considering I don’t have to work tomorrow, and I could just drink and hang out allllll day. Yar.  I haven’t gotten to talk to marc today, it’s sort of driving me crazy, I passed him but didn’t say anything, just to let him know I’m not constantly thinking about him…. Yeah. I have to work tonight with la shaun + psycho bitch Stacey, but gary’s cooking, and he’s hilarious so it’ll be fun. Then two, that’s right TWO days off. If only I didn’t go to school…. I’ve been contemplating, dropping out, but yeah…..

Careers is lame, especially when it’s TAP. Plus I had a stooped presentation to attend, and it hurt to sit on the floor for that long. Especially with josh sitting beside me, saying he was going to rape me…. My mom is being nicer than usual, and I don’t really understand why, I think she’s starting to worry about me or something….. my plan for 2005 is to lose weight, since it’s starting to become disgusting, and no boy will ever want me.  Yep. Not that I should be concerning myself with boys at this present time, considering I have exams coming up, and shouldn’t be obsessing over the opposite sex, I should really be concentrating on my math…. But it IS me we’re talking about. I’m hungry, lunch has been delayed a half an hour, and by the time I get to the mall, 45 minutes. Lame.

Breanne’s pen is driving me insane, since it’s so wicked cool. Jesse bought me a Patrick, from spongebob squarepants, watch from burger king, I would never eat there, but Patrick is just tooooooo cool. yar. My genious-ness figured out how to find faces on le keyboard. JLK yar yar yar yar. Too bad they’re small…..hmmm. I don’t think I have anything to say. Except for…. Hahaha Ashley you’re middle name is Erin.

Funnels anyone?

current mood: library-ish

waking up to "OMG MY PEE SMELLS! I'M DYING" is somewhat...refreshing? hardly.
but watching your dad play wheelbarrow with the dog up the stairs is hilarious.
and taking pictures of stuffed animals kissing and having sex is just priceless.

yesterday i went to see "meet the fockers" it sucked, i didn't like it, but thats just me. i did however make a new friend, named Sascha. jesse said she was my twin, personality wise, because we were both losers. she made me a slurpee creation, it was amazing. we went back to jill's house, and i stole some ornaments off the apartment christmas tree in the front lobby.

central's battle of the bands is coming up, and my favourite burlington lady band is playing. <3 yar. i don't know if beautiful nothing is playing though, since they're all like...20 and out of school. haha.

tonight i'm working...blah. but it's with james, so hopefully he's not a huge jerkfuck today, or i'm going to tear some shit up.

talked to max. man he's tooo cool.

anyone want to buy me a bass? haha. i only need like $100 more, and i get my own, but fuck, i have so much other shit to pay for. GRRRR.
my birthday is in like..... so many days and a bunch of hours and minutes...my cellphone told me, but i don't have my cellphone near me. lame.

i'm going to go chain smoke dans le bedroom.

current mood: calm

i have a coke sitting on top of my computer...what a motherfuckin' rebel
 

anyways.... my new years eve dealy sucked. i hung out with james, then worked till 10, spilt a beer all over the delivery table and got "introuble" not really, stacey was just freaking out because she thought we were going to get caught. it was actually funny. nikole came, and i talked to her for a bit. man she's coool. gary got mad at me for making innappropriate comments infront of his lady. whatever, she's dumb. came home around 10:30. my germaphobic friend came over, and she was going all crazy and washing her hands, and wouldn't let me turn on the tv or my music, and she was just fucked. so jesse came over, and i smoked a bowl, and at the stroke of midnight he snorted xtc. it was funny to watch him trip out. then my 'rents came home around 2, so we left to go back to his house, and we found shellbey, jill, natasha, and other jesse. they were boring, so we left. drank apple juice and ate a bunch of food.  got really shitty off of jack daniels. it was nice.

this morning was lame. my mom is such a douche bag. i can't take it. she bothers me, then yells at me when i freak out on her. then she was talking about how she was throwing me a 16th birthday party, and i told her i didn't want one. and she was all "too bad" and i was all *crying* and she was trying to act as if she was concerned, but fuck, she knows nobody would show up, and she just wants to see me insanely upset. plus i'll probably have to work on my birthday, and it's exam week too, so fuck it. plus i don't need anybody at my house, it'd be lame as hell, i'm not an exciting person.

ugh. she just bothers me.

anyways....happy new year ya faggots.

current mood: grumpy